I have not written regularly in a very long time.
I tell myself that I'm busy. I tell myself that I don't have the opportunity. I let myself get distracted.
All of these are valid. I am busy. It's hard to find the opportunity to write when the only place for your only computer in your tiny house is in the family room where distractions never cease. And I do let myself get distracted by the many other activities that I enjoy and need to do.
I wonder what happened to that drive that got me writing in the first place and how I can get it back again. Do I want it back again?
I don't know.